Saturday, February 22, 2025

A Third of the Way

 They say in baseball, a battering average of .333 is pretty good.  So today, I'm living by baseball standards.  In my last post, I had decided to start three paintings at once so that if I was feeling stuck on one, I could distract myself with a different one and I'm glad to say it worked.  My first choice ended up with a perspective problem that I just couldn't get comfortable with and so after playing around with the original plan then trying out a second idea, I finally had to just leave it alone and work on something else.  

The original dock view for this did not
 look great once it was on the canvas.

My second choice was a continuation of the Port of Ilwaco series and I was able to work on it from the original concept with only a couple of minor adjustments.  I enjoyed this one as it had a larger number of boats at dock, each with their own individual shape and color but the palette was similar enough I didn't have to go crazy with different colors.  I also spent more time on the reflections since they really made this a more interesting piece.  What I found challenging with this, and for any paintings that have multiple crafts in them, is that I tend to want to paint each boat separately even if they are in reality just a speck of color in the background.  There are times that I'll complete most of a hull or a wheelhouse (not in too much detail) just to paint over it with the layer of the boat in front of it.  I guess it helps me realize the context of the shapes and how they fit together in the background even if you don't actually see most of them.  The trawling arms and masts on this were also pretty interesting because there are several of them attached to boats in the background of which you don't see much of so making sure they were placed in right spots was a mental exercise.  

Unfortunately, at the end of the painting, I had to re-teach myself a lesson.  I like working with acrylics because of the speed at which they dry which usually means I can quickly move on another fore-layer without having to wait too long.  The downside is that you have to work speedily when blending large areas where you want color or fading consistency.  While I'm pretty comfortable with that, my impatience can still get the best of me which is when I made my big mistake.  I'd been working on this one for a good chunk of the day and I knew that I was done except to sign it and varnish it.  I signed it with my usual monogram using a mix of umber and cadmium red leftovers and added a bit of highlight and shade to make it pop and then...I didn't wait long enough.  I thought the monogram was dry enough so I put it down on a flat table, poured some varnish over it, and when my brush hit the lower left corner, there were brownish-red streaks going out into the ocean like a little floating garbage patch.  Stupid.  At that point, I figured it was just best to sleep on it so this morning I did quick paint over job and re-signed it but with a much more boring tone to teach myself a little humility and patience.  By the time I'm done writing this, it should be dry enough to retouch up the varnish but I'll give it another hour or so just in case.  Anyway, I hope you enjoy the second in my Port of Ilwaco series.

Port of Ilwaco #2 - ver. MBM (More Boring Monogram)

One last thing before you go.  Like most artists, I presume, it's always more fun, productive, and creative when you're listening to music while you work.  The last few hours I spent working on this were fueled by Father John Misty (She Cleans Up), First Aid Kit (Stay Gold album), and topped off with a bit of DJ Shadow feat. Run the Jewels (Nobody Speak) just for fun.  The first two artists are pretty new to me and I just can't get She Cleans Up out of my head.  First Aid Kit just has such a beautiful sound that I can say I've really enjoyed their entire album but they can also pack a punch with a very direct message (You are the Problem Here [Expletives]) about sexual assault.


Friday, February 7, 2025

Keeping Commitments is Difficult

 After my last post, which was tragically overdue, I made a commitment in my little internal brain that I would post more often, create more art, do less non-constructive and self-harming things, and do more constructive and good-for-me-overall things.  Resolutions are stupid so these were not resolutions.  Also, apologies to anyone reading that does not think resolutions are stupid.  They are just stupid for me because I know who I am and I know that I am never 100% anything.  Unfortunately, my little internal brain (yes, I know that's redundant since we don't have external brains...yet!) doesn't like to keep commitments so I procrastinate by doing dumb impulsive things so I can avoid doing the things I committed to doing.  But this time I planned it out, hopefully a bit better.  After the last post, I went up to the attic and brought down three blank canvases and set them out on the floor by the easel to be the blank, staring eyes of ghosts reminding me that I should actually put these skills to use.  

Today I needed a little solace from the world around me and decided to actually keep one of those commitments.  After the realization that I had become 'stuck' on the last painting, I thought I would challenge myself but also provide some easy alternatives to particular painting problem and just start three paintings at once.  I know that this is nothing new for professional artists and I get it, sometimes your mind just has too many great ideas that are all jostling for the prime-time spot on your calendar and choosing one means sacrificing the others as they fade away and you lose the spark to bring them to life.  So, I threw down my own gauntlet this time and started three at once.  I know I'm going to regret this later but the kid's challenge to me made an impact and hopefully I will find the joy once again in practicing (but never perfecting) a bit of art.  As a bonus, I was happy with the skies on all three of these and that was even using the cheap-o titanium white paint!

Also, as a bonus, I realized there was another woodblock print that I had completed but didn't publish.  My hope is to make a series of 'Couve scenes of places that I find appealing.  This one is of the Vancouver Amtrak Station.  It's one of the original railroad stations from the turn of the century and reminds me perfectly of one of the station styles from the old PC game, Railroad Tycoon II (one of my absolute favs!).  Enjoy.